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Date: Wednesday, August 12, 2009
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Hello. I know I haven't been up for quite a while.
Just a brief announcement: Anyone interested in a study group? Starting on 17 August. Interested please tag on my blog thanks.

Life has recently been better.
O' prelims and the REAL examinations are coming nearer and nearer.
And soon, the year would end off.

I'm still thinking bout' my future right now.
My parents said that I should go to a poly-technic, they heard that students' lives in JC(junior college) are very tough, cos' they can't cope with the environment. I have no idea if this was true. But I think I can take my time in polytechnic, although it does mean that I have to study even harder and stay longer.

By the way,I'm still practically up on the computer every now and then.
Although not forgetting to mention that I study more than usual now.
I suddenly feel very enthusiastic about having the O' prelims, and to achieve my goal to become the top 10-20 in level(whole of secondary 4), or perhaps..

..the 1st in the whole level

I remembered Jackfruit(Jeff) told our class once before:
"What makes you think you can't be the top in your class?"


I have not forgotten that very statement.
Clarence said that before I think.
I used to laugh inside at the thought of it,
but now..

Not boasting that I can be the 1st, but..
it gives me the inner strength to strive for the best,
my goals, and what I really can do.
It drives me mad just thinking bout' it.
Determination to break my current standard.

To all my friends in 4e2:
Put in your best efforts for prelims, I'm sure we will live up to the school's standards.

That's all for now.
Sayonara~


Date: Saturday, August 1, 2009
Title: A lame story on how we shouldn't be optimistic or pesimistic(or we'll look stupid)

(Firstly, I'll like to state that this whole thing is adapted from my maths teacher)

There were two men- one who was optimistic, and another who was pesimistic.
Once, I tested both of them- I gave them a half-filled bottle of water each.
Then, I asked: "What can you see?"

The optimistic one says: "There's still half a bottle of water left."
The pesimistic one says: "Half the volume of water is gone."

Then, I drained away all the water from their bottles.
I asked: "Now what can you see?"

None spoke a word for a long time. Then a little boy came by, and seeing the empty bottles, he asked the two men: "Why are you two staring at the bottles?"

The optimistic one says sadly: "There's no water left.."
The pesimistic one laughed: " The water is all gone!"

The boy gave a weird look, then said: "There's such a thing called a water cooler."

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Date:
Title: Another day

Whoops, almost three-quarters of a Saturday has passed.

Today was pretty much boring. I trained my basketball skills in the morning by myself, and ended playing with my ex-senior again in the late afternoon. It seems like I'm always unlucky whenever I am playing basketball, cos' I often end up with a minor injury; like today, I got my lips scratched..

I now know that I wouldn't want to have kids. Or maybe a crying lullaby near my house. Initially I was having a very good sleep on the bus and wasn't planning to wake up until I somehow heard "ahhh ahhh!", then I woke up only to find a small kid brawling away. The good thing about it was that he woke me up on time to alight at the next bus stop. Thanks but I know he wouldn't read this.

Friday was the most tiring day of the week. Being the last concert that I chose to perform with choir, I swear this will be my very last concert. I have never been so tired, carrying a heavy bag, a basketball and one packet of food back home (someone took from me one packet and I'm pretty grateful). I ended having supper at midnight(luckily I was pretty hungry).

Going out to eat soon. Then I'll be back for my homework. Until then.


Date: Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Title: Confusion

Today started out not-so-okay, and it ended going downhill, making me very unhappy in the end.

Towards the end of some lesson, I happened to hear someone saying that someone disliked me. And it's so open and public that I was hurt. I had hoped to vent my anger at that very moment to whoever said that, but it so happened that I didn't.

Although I have no clue to why this person doesn't like me, the thought of being disliked was on my mind for half of the day. I do wish to find out the reason. The simplest reason I can give is that: I hardly, ever, speak to that person. And I thought he was not that sort of person who would think bad of people?

Sometimes, the saying: "You can never please everyone in this world." hovers in my mind. Why? Cos' I doubt that saying a lot. True, everyone may be different, but sometimes you can change a lot such that people might start disliking you. The worse thing is that, you don't even know it yourself. Sometimes we say people are hypocrites, but I often wonder if I myself am a hypocrite without realising it. That's why I would rather not criticise anyone as hypocritical, cos' to err is human.

I may look as if I am a show-off, weirdo in class, but deep down I have lots of hidden emotions. I wish I could have someone, someone who can help me. Although I know He will always be there for me, but still I need a human guide like myself to share my feelings. Keeping them in my heart is really a torture, sometimes I feel that- if one day I ever fall asleep, forever on my bed, that would be great. I would not be thinking bout' stuff that made me feel that way.

Do share your comments. I really need them, cos I'm in a confused state of mind.